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here it comes.

wedding season is just around the corner. almost all of my friends got married last summer. & now a few more are getting married this year. i just wanted to say congratulations to one of my best friends for getting engaged to a beautiful lady named katie! they are perfect for each other & compliment each other in so many ways. i couldn't be more thrilled for them. 


they're cute, right? i'm happy for them! 

also, my cousin got married last thursday. there are a select few cousins i'm so extremely close to, jaden being one of them. each time there is a wedding, the weirdest feelings come upon me.

i cry because i am so grateful for marriage.
i cry because we are all getting older. and things are changing so drastically.
i cry because i am happy.
i cry because i am also sad.

jaden & i have always been pretty close. we laugh at the most silly things. and he is MARRIED now. my cousin is married. and it hits me odd. it's almost sad that we aren't playing with toys anymore. life is so so good & i know neither of us would take back our lives right now. but weddings just get me in a way nothing else ever does. sometimes, i'll go home & cry. or i'll cry on the way home. happy happy tears.


look at him! all married & grown up. i am only one year older than him. yet i still feel like he's my little baby brother getting hitched. such a weird feeling. congrats jade-oh. love you long time.

4 comments

  1. I cry all the time as well. I never used to cry and now I cry at everything especially weddings! They are just so happy. Can't we all just go back to our own wedding day.

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  2. I remember the first summer that big groups of my friends started getting married, and it was hard for me! The summer that my best friend got married was the biggest struggle. We'd been inseparable since we met in high school and after she got married, I knew that we wouldn't see each other as much because she'd live in Rexburg all the time and wouldn't be moving home on her semester off, etc. Now they've moved to Texas and it's even further away! At her wedding, I remember almost crying quite a few times because life was changing and I felt like hers was moving on without me. Of course, a few years later when I'd found my husband, it wasn't as bad because mine moved on too. It's just the weirdest stage in life to be in because everyone is in such different, random spots and yeah.... I'm rambling now, so I'll stop!

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  3. Congrats to them! :) So adorable!!

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  4. oh gosh. i want to be married. all of my friends are in the same boat. all getting engaged and married...if i could jump on that bandwagon i would haha

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