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feeling sorry for myself


we all have our trials in this life. we all face something hard. nobody makes it through life without going through some sort of trial. it's silly to me. because each time i'm so sad over something, it always makes me stronger. no matter what. each time somebody is going through something hard, i always hear,

"i never thought i would be one of those people going through this." 

i've heard that about deaths in the family, not being able to have children, abuse, and so much more. when talking with my mom the other day, i found myself saying the same thing. i have never been through something so hard in my life. for a few months, all i would do was go home, crawl into bed, and cry my eyes out. then, my relationship with my Heavenly Father grew, and i realized that instead of feeling sorry for myself, i needed to steer my attention for God's children. so i did. and now, i'm back at square one. feeling sorry for myself all over again. 

i would ask for prayers. but i don't want to. at this moment in time, all i know is that i MUST get out & serve those around me. i MUST steer my thoughts away from myself. & i MUSTN'T live my life like this. this way, i can show the lord i am exercising my faith in him to heal me. or if it is in his will, to help me get through this with the most positive attitude a person can possibly have. 

sorry for the negativity around here. i promise it's not intentional. imma take a break. just for a few days.





21 comments

  1. praying for you! If you need a listening ear, please email... always here for ya lady! x

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  2. :) it will get there amanda. I fully understand. One day it will just click and you'll be better then ever it's just getting through the mud. If you need anything just text me I have my phone 24/7. :(

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  3. Praying for you pretty lady. I've been feeling the exact same way lately, I liked the quotes from this post. If you wanna talk, I'm here. Love you!

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  4. Praying for you sweet girl! Things will work out, whatever they are. You are such a strong lady and I know Heavenly Father is there and is watching over you. He has his arms around your shoulders!!! Let me know if you need to talk!!

    XO

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  5. Love that top quote! A few cracks gives us more of a story.

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  6. Praying for you!!! God has everything in His hands.

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  7. Love you girl! You are an inspiration to me of keeping a positive attitude all the time! I feel like you never let things get you down as much as some other people! Keep it up!!!

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  8. life is dang hard sometimes. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. So strong and brave of you to remind yourself to serve others when you're going through a difficult time :)

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  9. I don't know what you're going through, but I DO know that you're strong enough to handle it, whatever it is. One thing I like to remember is this: "All things work together for good to them that love God" (Romans 8:28). In the end, if you're as faithful as you can be in keeping the commandments, all trials will work in your favor.

    *hug*

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  10. I'm sorry you are going through a hard time. serving people is the greatest remedy for me too when I'm going through a hard time.

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  11. Girl, you inspire me. I'm definitely in a little bit of a funk right now, but you're SOO right. We just need to get out and serve! :)

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  12. don't be silly, of course we'll pray for you and things will get better and you will get stronger. it's okay to just be sad sometimes to. though, whatever is happening, take the time to mourn before you push through

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  13. Will definitely pray for you and lift you up to the Lord. No matter what you're going thru do know that there's always one that's there when noone else is or it seems like noone else is there. The Lord is always there. All you have to do is call on him and he will be there. Mourning is a hard thing and does take time. Trust me we've all been thru it rather it be a child, aunt, parent, grandparent, pet whatever it may be. It takes us longer than others. You take all the time you need hun. and we will definitely understand. Just know we're thinking about you and you're in our prayers.

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  14. I'm sorry that things have been so difficult. I was actually talking about hope today too. Maybe it's something in the air? But I think that is the beautiful part about life. Just don't give up that hope and remember that tomorrow is a new day.

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  15. Love you! Keep your head up, this too shall pass!

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  16. We all go thru hard times. Heck I'm in a rock and a hard place right now myself and have been for about 3 yrs or so. I'm not letting it get me down. I've prayed and given it all to God. Plus I have great support systems. Family, friends, God. Music heals the soul too. I'm pretty sure you have great family and I'm pretty sure since I'm sure your hubby is so amazing that you could vent to him and he'd be there to pick you up. Or if you're like me chat with a girlfriend rather that's by phone or texting or online or blog about it. That always helps sometimes. Or heck listen to great music. Shall I name some great songs or groups. I always turn to Christian music when I'm down and going thru hard times. Casting Crowns is awesome. "Who am I", "Courageous", "Praise him in the storm" is one of my faves. Toby Mac is a new fave as well as Chris Tomlin I have more if you wanna know. :D Just message me. :D I hope things are getting better. No need in a pretty gal like you to be down. :D You are so blessed sweetie. and plus The Lord loves you unconditionally.

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  17. I love those quotes and images. I am definitely praying for you.

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  18. Thanks for sharing! Those quotes are very powerful.

    http://jjlalife.blogspot.com

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  19. hang in there bobley. one thing i do if i'm really struggling with something is i think of someone who has it far worse than me. it always makes me feel like my problem is so small in the grand scheme of things. i'm sure it doesn't work for everyone, but it really works for me.

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  20. hang in there bobley. one thing i do if i'm really struggling with something is i think of someone who has it far worse than me. it always makes me feel like my problem is so small in the grand scheme of things. i'm sure it doesn't work for everyone, but it really works for me.

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