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I hate them.


Since I was younger, my parents, teachers, loved ones, everyone, has always talked about this quote. And I have really tried my best to strive to live by it. In high school, there were definitely a select few girls I didn't get along with. They treated me rude. And I treated them rude. That's why this quote seemed to make sense. And I think for the most part, it is pretty much true. But as I have grown older, met more people, and experienced a lot more, I can't help but think, "No. This quote is not entirely true." 

There are people out there that will try to belittle you over and over. In middle school, I experienced bullying pretty dang bad. The bigger kids would always beat me up, kick me in the shins, and heck yeah I still have a scar Corbin Bishop gave me in 6th grade. Did I do anything to them? Well, no. I just wasn't in their "group." I wasn't part of the cool kids. Thankfully, high school got a lot better, I had some wicked awesome friends & life was good. 

In college, I met some awesome kids too! It was a great experience. But there are still bad people out there. A lot of them. And the more I discover this beautiful world, the more I find the evil in it. It's weird. It's almost as if I want to stay in my bubble, though being 50% free spirit is always what I have been interested in. It's so frustrating to me simply because I want to be a good person. I want to treat others good. One of my most FAVORITE things is serving people. I absolutely love it. Through the blogging world, I have met some amazing girls. On the other hand, it seems like there are people out there whose hearts are set on destroying you and bringing you down. This week, I have experienced that first hand, and I can say, that it's not easy to deal with. It actually makes me sad...especially when I have simply just wrote on my blog because I enjoy it. But this week, it has turned into cyber bullying and accusations. It hurts me. But at the same time, I know who I am and that's really all that matters to me. I found a few quotes that I just love...all from the quotes section in Pinterest. In case anybody is struggling with the same type of confusing madness, I hope you benefit from it.









When it comes down to it, I am just really glad that my husband, my family, and those that deserve to be in my life really know who I am. In my life, there are no fallacies. There is me. There is Trevor. And there is God. That really is all that matters. So when people hate on me, when people say the most harsh false words that they can possibly think of, I have to force myself not to care. Because I shouldn't. Especially when heartless people aren't worth your time anyway. 

7 comments

  1. I can't believe you ever got bullied. You are so sweet, kind, gorgeous, and fun. Nobody deserves to be treated that way. Thanks for being you!!

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  2. Thank you Amanda I needed this. I was the girl that flew under the radar through highschool. I just didnt want any attention at all because I saw how mean people were. So now after blogging I see some people never grow out of high school. Even other bloggers feel the need to belittle and demean other bloggers. I could never be like that to others! :) You are awesome

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  3. When I was little a group of girls were always mean to me and my mom and aunt would always say that it was just because they were jealous of me. I never believed it until I got older- some people just "hate you" because they want everything you've got and they don't have it! From what I see you are pretty, have a wonderful marriage, and are a solid person with a solid testimony and so they're just jealous! :) Don't give it the time of day!

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  4. Oh my sweet friend, I am so sorry that you are going through this :( BUT, you are right, in the end it really comes down to who matters in your life and that they LOVE YOU!! It's really sad that there are people out there that feel that they need to tear others down to feel better. Just know that you are loved and that "this too shall pass". Love you dear friend!! And that's all that really matters ;)

    xoxo,
    Shio :)

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  5. Girl. Message me. Are you okay?

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  6. I seriously cannot grasp the image of you ever being bullied, or kicked! There are some horrible people out there, that no matter how nice you are to them they just have the determination to be negative about everything in life! You have risen above and know what a happy life is, and won't let it effect you when things are said to you! You are a strong and amazing girl! Don't worry about what anyone else says! You are amazing! Love you girlie!

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  7. I was bullied too!! .....and who is trying to start stuff with you pretty girl!!?? They are losers and thier day will come :)

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